The_meltedlove

No longer as anticapted as i were when i am young and ignorant.
No longer getting excited because 01-01-07 is a new start.
Because deep down inside, a small voice is always there reminding me about the world.
2005 proved to be yet another short with many ups and downs year. & i am
pretty clear 2006 will be pretty much the same thing. If only i make some
effort to have a better year, but really, do you think it really matters?
(Small voice: Of course it does!)

THIS IS NOT A GOOD START.

A new year doesnt mean its new, because i still have my old srs uniform in my closet, I DONT HAVE A NEW HAIR CUT, i still got my results ( just that not as excited as before), I dont have a new handbag, i didnt buy any new shoes, my mascara is still the same old tube, I cant wait for good ol' spring. Maybe my mood will be slightly cheery. *force a smile

Now now, long before Xmas i had my resolutions made up & memorised with my heart. Strangely enough, i woke up everyday having different resolutions. ( Most of the time editing them.) Tell me, how many people actually stick to them? Resolutions are like diets, you have to very determined to achieve them. I dont think i am up for it though. E.g. Saving up my first million, be health conscious, striving to be a perfectionist & to be a better me bla bla bla.

Also remembering every of my sweetums that play such important roles in my life. Many many many heartfelt thanks lovelies. You never know where i'll be without you, every single one of you. Muchmuch love for having you in my life & too allowing myself to find the real me.

Goodbye grumpy winter.& welcome good ol' springtime.