The_meltedlove

Life at its very moment.

Saturday was helluva fun despite the scorching heat which prolly is like 38 degree. We decided to drop off the mrt at City Hall as we could shop non stop from Raffles City to Citylink den Suntec lastly Marina Square but we didn't get to MS. All air-conditioned right. Why? If i were to collect my perspiration in a one litre bottle, i am sure it will be overflowing. eww. Get it.

And not forgetting accompanied with Kwang Wen and Levin too. Later in the evening, we walked our own ways. Both boys dropped at Kallang to head down to a lan shop for games while Willy brought me to my or is it our suprise. Boy, am i excited. Guess what, it was *Chen Wei Lian's concert. I am in glee as this is my very first time to a concert and its with the love of my life. Im a 'mountain turtle', blame it on my parents. (will compain later)

Apparently, it looks empty but we're too early to comment. It's almost pack and the concert is really better than any concerts i saw on tv lo. No loud techno blasting, no squeezing and its kind of lame but who cares the shit, people loves their idols *wink

So, it ended round eleven but we miss the very last song, t0ng hua. You know we'll be like sardines in a can so to avoid overcrowding we left and also because of my parents. Always asking me what time i will be home, and i cant even had my dinner after tt. Geez, im 18 and to them its nothing but to me its something alrite. What the hell is it, im not rich even though living in a condo. Im not VERY polite even though people say tt strict parents have discipline children. Bullshit. They were never around in my presence, i got all passes for N Level but bloody hell i got 11 points so guess what, all they say was. "You never put in enough effort". Cut the crap. You peeps working, never around to look so shut up. Therefore i got to retain but thank god i got promoted up. `She (my mum) forbids me to go into relationship fearing tt it would affect my studies but i got all Bs for O Levels but sharks i got D7 for maths. Yes yes, "You never put in enough effort." Sucks alrite. Well, at least i prove tt relationships never affect and i tried my best. Hello, all Bs. Mayb not very good but im supposed to retain and i did score better than people who officially got promoted to Sec 5. Up till now, i didn't went to any pubs except with my Uncle but they still kick up a big f***ing fuss over it. Shit man i say. With friends cant, ok i just close and eye and say they're afraii get drug but with my Uncle oh for gods sake. Itsnever a yes. Even going to JBfor a day its also a NO. When will it be a yes. Guess not in this life. I swear tt once i hit 21 even though its still 3 years from now, i will make use of it since then.

Now sometimes watching tv programmes does help. Why does rich kids do thrilling things to excite themselves. Ok, im not rich but at least their folks and mine are working. Never around. But even around it also very strange, there's already a gap, big big wide gap. So communication is down.No no. They just don seem to notice tt im able to think, girls have disadvantages but am i going to learn if im being kept. Its like an animal, you let it out wild will it survive, obviously die rite. Too dependent already.

Enough of my rantings, i've been nagging enough. Why spoil the atmosphere when im supposed to blog down my special day on 22 April 2006. Our seventeen monthsary and my very first concert plus him.

My boy, all i can say is thank you so much for all your love and your consideration over me. I must thank g0d for sending you to me. Its time to go now. toddles my humble people.

With love,
Cherlle

p.s/will upload photos if available.