[ i l u ] `

2007-08-31T06:39:00.000-07:00

Evil Twins :D
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You're look alike, one in a darker tone the other in a lighter tone.
We burst into laughter when we step out of the office.
Oh well, she's lina & me, im cherlle :D
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Day out with dear girl was the loveliest today.
Madshopping, gossips and just enjoying the whole of the day with each other.

CK was late but forgiven :) jeremy was suppose to meet us too but was unwell. Take care eh, there's only next time.

More outings plz :D

2007-08-27T07:23:00.001-07:00

Back to school.

School is love. I love school because i am constantly in this bubble of sun/ joy/ and laughter. My only entertainment in school are practically me, myself & i and my friends :D

Giant CK, the class representative.

A good boy that scores straight 'A's for all subjects.

*laughs*
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Adam,
a really really gd friend :)
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Jas, my full-time gossip partner.

Full of energy i say.

Stylo BIG brother whom i respect alot :D

Jeremy,

act cute only lol.

Smart alex in accounting. (mayb false, *laughs*)

Nicholas *chuck Jeremy aside, he's right above*

He's v sociable, able to make you laugh alot.

Wee Chang (left), is friendly and will praise you non-stop,

if honoured enough. haha :D

Steven (right) is a super hardworking chap :)

Hui Xian (",)

super serious in projects, dont try to fool around.

okaye, im bored to death here.

p.s.: too much free time

2007-08-25T04:02:00.000-07:00

Missing?

I know i know, this place is filled with cobwebs and one-inch thick dust. pardon my shabbiness, i cant help it, can i? i am a busy woman for now due to exams.

Hokaye, wednesday was our 33 monthsary. Im so excited cause i never know i'll be in a relationship for so long and still strong, thank you Baby :)

*okbye

2007-03-16T09:17:00.001-07:00

Difference?

Eleven years now and then. We've grown =)

2007-03-13T20:49:00.000-07:00

bestfriends are forever.

I am a lucky girl. I dont know what will i be without such good friends like you. & you know i am just a phone call away. Thanks for your birthday wishes.

Bronson
Ivan
Caleb
Naif
Jiahui (Xiao Hui)
Tze Choong (Bro)
Shareen
Jason (Monkey)
Zonia & Zoe (Cousins)
Bee Yan
Ah Heng
Lay Peng
Kenneth Lai
James (Cousin)
Aloysius
Bryan
Kenneth Tan
Xiaobai

2007-03-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

Age is only a number (i suppose).

and so i turn 19 today, which is kinda scary right. Time really does flies eh, 5 years ago im still in Serangoon Sec.

my family, baby and I went to Ikea for lunch and the food there was really new, it was helluva fun. My Dad bought a DIY flower sticker to paste it in his bedroom glass panel. Its not the whole flower but bits of the stems n flower. Not easy.

*lovely masterpiece*

So after that baby and I headed down to Tampines Mall to catch Just Follow Law at 4.10. The show was so hilarious that there was a massive explosion of laughter now and then. Baby bought me my fav. flower, Sunflower. Envy eh!

So being 19 today, i took this chance to reflect on my life. Well, things changed, people do changed too. All in all, cherish whatever you have right now and ejoy life at its moment.

Thankew baby and my family for the fab. pressies. heartsyou.

`birthday girl

`from baby.

`my folks

*plus i get to change a new hp next week. XD

2007-03-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

19th.

so, my birthday is round the corner (tomorrow). You can either

1) wish me (hurhur)
2) advice me on which cellphone should i take
or
3) get me any of the stuffs i listed below

-urbanmale bag
-green adidas watch
-adidas shoes
-LANCOME perfume (Miracles or Hypnose please)

nothing much this year.

2007-02-24T01:09:00.000-08:00

"seize the moments
of happiness, love
and be loved! That is the only
reality in the world,
all else is folly"

2007-02-19T22:37:00.000-08:00

Happy Chee-nah New Year!

1st Day

-Coco shaking hand first

-followed up a by a kiss *hah.

( i know, Potter's show )

2nd Day

We went over to Uncle Ben's house cause there's lion dance and we waited for almost 2 hours cause its raining. So we grab the chance to snap some shots. "Cousins.

2007-01-24T01:24:00.000-08:00

loveyo.

Im back with much more photos ever.

26months.

*happy. elated. delighted. =)

2007 Countdown

*best time of my life.

X'mas

2 Years Anniversary

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Truckloads of love darlin' boy!

2007-01-22T10:01:00.000-08:00

Happy 26months. :)

I wake up today feeling happier than usual. And that the world's actually a better place to be. Firstly, it's twenty-second today. And secondly, i love Yuki Yaki. HAHA. I'm talkin bimbo now.

2006-12-31T04:22:00.000-08:00

hello, two oh oh seven.

What a year(!) I'd say, 2006 come and go before i could even blink my eye and as you grows older, you'd only know how fast time flies.

I have a lot more to say, and i wish i have more time. But right now, i need to go get ready for partaaay(!) at night, welcoming two oh oh seven with my open arms and embracing this new year and my new beginning.

Cheers people! Happy two-oh-oh-seven!

2006-12-25T07:33:00.000-08:00

I know we'll have fun and a rocking first Christmas together. All I want for Christmas is you.

2006-12-22T07:54:00.000-08:00

i'm tired and exhausted.

i've no idea what's going on now.

i'm at loss,

i do not know what to do.

i want to stop how im feeling right now!

save me please,

willyb0y,

take my hand and leave this place.

Happy twenty five months anniversary baby.

you're my shooting star.

2006-12-14T07:46:00.000-08:00

Days like these with OC/Cinemas/Shops/MiniToons folks as my only companion. I dont think i'd ever need my boyfriend ever again. (Willy is still so ever-ever fucking fucking dashing.)

Still weekends and off-days are spent with willybaby, doing nothing all day long just in one another arms. I need to find a course or a new job to occupy myself soon before i literally drive myself insane.

Things to do
1) date boyfriend
2) hoping for a transfer to Kovan
3) find a new job if transfer rejected :X
4) shopping shopping!
5) new hairstyle & cut

boring as it is. i was hoping either to learn Photographic, Bridal, Fashion Make-Up & Hairstyling Diploma or Bridal & Fashion Make-Up Artistry Certificate as my course. how bout Personal Make-Up Course first?

Anyway, caught the show *ERAGON* it was short but not too bad just love the dragon :) Had a full dinner before the show and we had fried ice-cream. boy, our first time frying ice-cream and wa-la a big success. its edible :) i love my boy and the times we spent.

ok.
i can't think anymore.
byebye.
=D

2006-12-13T21:31:00.000-08:00

Life*

as you see through life
you will see that there is much more that we dont understand
and the only thing we dont really know
is things dont always go the way we planned

2006-12-04T08:03:00.000-08:00

blogger x

hello world, i lost my handphone and my photos not up yet. sharks! okaye, i love my bf, my salary and shopping. (yay right!)

p.s/ he stole my smile again.

2006-11-22T23:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY !!!

2006-11-16T06:57:00.000-08:00

falling in love again.

Damn, I need a breather.

Work, shopping, delicious food, heart-to-hearts talks, magical nights. You&me :)

p.s//Christmas is coming! Yay!

2006-11-13T23:29:00.000-08:00

mojitos and music by the beach.

This rainy season has make me all excited about Chris-ma-syyy. Aren't you, aren't you excited too?!

2006-11-02T09:07:00.000-08:00

goaway, thanks.

i am so very sad.

I love&miss you so, how much you will never know.

<3
* l0ve ishh n0rt b0ut finding s0me0ne y0u cann live with__
budd findin s0meone y0u cant live with0ut.

2006-10-30T04:55:00.000-08:00

Missing In Action.

Don't miss me too much people. And for those who care, yes i will be back blogging on 10 November which is next friday and i will try not to forget. Again,don't miss me too much people. If you do, there is always friendster with my lovely pictures.

2006-10-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

Today. . .

Dear Us,
Happy 23 Monthsary.
with love,
Cher.

2006-10-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

i'll be.

Nothing comes out when i am infront of the keyboard. I know, it will always be okaye. Somehow somewhere someone will make me feel better. who knew things would be like this. I am not afraid to cry no more. That dont bother me, because thats not what that gets me. Dressingup, going out, laughing out. That's what that gets me. Still suddenly nothing seemed nice at all.

goodnight and goodbye.

look at the stars, look at how they shine for you
you know, you know i love you so.

2006-10-18T02:27:00.000-07:00

you're the inspiration <3

' cause you're the meaning i n m y life;

if there was no you;

maybe there wasn't even me

you bring feeling to my life;

we won't be seperated.

and i will wait for you

even if it means

waiting for a

thousand years;

thats love;

p.s/////// so much photos yet to update. i dont know what i want and what i shall do anymore. ;(

2006-10-12T07:44:00.000-07:00

Its funny, how the books i've read always revolves around the few themes.
The endings are pretty much happily-ever after.
Then again, i am wayy to old to believe that theres fairy tales endings in every story.
You'd never know dont you?
Maybe, the guy in the story is really gay with a total different lifestlye at night.
He married the girl for her apple pies.
It scares me sometimes, how complex humans really are.
I guess its possible to go through your whole life without really knowing anyone at all.

p.s/ my my, isnt this world such a lovely place to be?

2006-10-10T07:17:00.000-07:00

I DONT WANT THE SUN

DONT WANT YOU TO RUN

I DONT WANT SUPERMAN

DONT NEED A WONDERLAND

JUST WANT YOU TO LOVE ME

2006-10-01T23:07:00.000-07:00

i carry your heart in my heart.

times like these, i woke up with the first tear. Times like these, i wanted me to let myself go.
But a huge part of me is still holding on to love. I am only me when i am with you.

2006-09-24T22:34:00.000-07:00

this is us.

Well, now i am finally back at home and able to type in peace without a splitting headache to nurse. I had have the best weekend of my whole entire life.

Friday's HAPPY 22 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY DAY! So, Willy handed me a bag and i found out it was my favourite chocolate cake from Temptations which was located at Katong. Give me a reason not to love him so :) He took the time to go all the way there and to my place and then left after a short while as his friends are waiting for him to play pool. Silly pumpkin, he shouldn't have. Worse still, he forgotten bus 14 reaches just right opp. and he took 2 buses there and walked past Roxy Square and streets after streets before arriving. I can imagine how proud he was when he got the cake. And 3 buses before he stood outside my place. Im very very touch by his moves and this is what love is all about. Sacrifice, smiles, hugs 'n' kisses and all because of Me & U.

( 22 months chocolate love cake)

Saturday was spent with Willy. He made me breakfast and we were full and high like hell. Taking long breaks with him, cuddling together and talking about everything. We headed to Uncle Genius's place in the evening as it was his birthday and Bernard pre-celebrate his together, but before that we went to visit his grandma. We had our fill for dinner and cooped up in Eric's room. Took what seemed like a hundreds of pictures while watching Save the Last Dance for Me, a Korean Drama Eric bought. Then it was the cutting of cake and me saying goodbye.

Cheekymonkeys.

Violence.violence young lady.

(You&me .)

my baby boy

Sunday came and went. Trying to study and finish my homework and Willy doing the redspot ten year series physics/chemistry. Then i finished mine and Willy done six paper 1 and scored an average of 26, 27 and 28 upon 40 for each paper. So proud of my baby Willy ;) Had dinner while watching The Memorial of Steve Irwin LIVE from Australian Zoo. Willy went home after that.

Woke up today realised that another weekend full of non-stop laughter. Willy suprised me again as always, we went swimming together. After that it was pretty much the same, dinner and home we go.

Good bye people now. I need to rest my eyes.

2006-09-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

I want you staplegunned to my side all the time.

You know,
i am a fool for Willy.
Because, he kept me falling head over heels in love with him.
What more can i say, when he's the sweetest thing that had ever happen in life.
& when he know his ways to a woman's heart.

There's nothing to be said. Just many many many many of my love to him; my only one.

Happy 22 months to us.

(and many many more to come.)

2006-09-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

keeps me aware.

STOP! WORLD, STOP!
I NEED TO BREATHE.
Breathe in,breathe out.
Much better now.

You're changing too fast & much.
You're not who you used to be anymore.

So, i took some time off and went out with Aunt Jesslyn and Aunt Annie today.

We had Fish 'N' Chip and then my all time favourite Sticky Chewy Chocolate :) Aunt Jess bought me jeans and i love it but i love her more. In fact Aunt Annie just came back from Thailand and she bought me a sexy adidas racerback. So i love both la. Laughs*

p.s/ im going for sauna tmr.
p.ss/ shopping bug has caught me (nt good)

Rose

2006-09-14T20:22:00.000-07:00

2006-09-14T16:05:00.000-07:00

Its pointless.

Sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do. I'm prolly die of boredom right now. Anyhow, i am broke. Yes. Like literally broke. I would survive by eating grassssss. yummie healthy green diet.

savesavesavesavesavesavesavesavemoneymoneymoneymoney

Partypartypartypartypartypartyshopshopshop

I don't like it when it's the time of the month again. And i don't like it when Willys so busy and not entertaining me these few weeks. (I know O's just around the corner but we haven been out on a real date since before christ.)

BUT I DO LIKE IT WHEN FRIDAY IS ONE DAY AWAY.

:)).

p.s/ i'll just sit down and crave for my dearest cutiest sweetest Willy.

2006-09-05T15:50:00.000-07:00

If you could see the love in the eyes.

Boy's so damn cute and full of nonsense. ;)
p.s/ilu&imu

2006-09-04T15:23:00.000-07:00

who knows where thoughts come from, they just appear

life's a bitch.

people, they just dont get it do they?

steve irwin died.he was the reason why i love crocodiles so much.
now, i have no more reason to watch the crocodile hunters diaries again since he's not inside.

i think the world is cruel and cold.

i need to go get my life back.

bye.

2006-08-31T23:10:00.001-07:00

Hello world,
It haven rained so damn hard since what seemed like ages.
I like weathers like these so much. Its one of those days that you would love to curl up in bed and watch tv programmes. Now give me more thunderstorms please. And

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY :D

stars are blind

2006-08-30T15:15:00.000-07:00

Paris Hilton

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you

My love, ohh oh

I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home? oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you

Baby I'm perfect for you

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

I like this song alot. Like alot alot.
Its sooooo true bout love. Its nice!
Okay, i am bored lar.
Anyway this song is sung by Paris Hilton, Stars are Blind.

p/s: Yeah i know im nowhere compared to Paris coz i aint her ok. Dont worry, im just playing around with MY photos. Humour me, if not SHUT UP LAR!

2006-08-30T00:39:00.000-07:00

Vainity Affair.

I love photography. It will be good if people spend time taking photos of just you. Nice pretty pictures. i <3>

2006-08-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

We've been searching for a lifetime.

Love lead me on.

2006-08-27T05:25:00.001-07:00

Run along kiddos, throw all the confettis.

I am back!

Yes, i meantion that in my previous post but now im making it a habit to update everyday. I've been MIA (missing in action) since my blog somehow cant appear on the screen. Anyway cut the crap.

Within another few hours it can be called a day. So right now, i am at home updating my pathetic little life. I have never felt so unproductive and bored like what since ages. Sundays are so my day. Well, that happened to be a long time ago. Anyway, i spent the whole awake-hours watching Princess Hour and practising Maths. Not to forget My Lovely Samsoon on weekdays. Korean dramas are now taking over practically my freetime but priority is none other than my love XD

Did i happen to mention? I spent the past few days with Willy. He went for a dental surgery. Aint gonna emphasise much and my, do i feel a lil upset as he had been consuming porridge since then. He's sick of it. So i'll just save and scrimp and bring him out for a good meal after he recovers :) Things happened so fast that it'll come and go, so endure a lil more baby.

Anyway i totally forgotten to tell how ecstatic i was when the fireworks were bursting out into different patterns and colours. I love fireworks, but i dont really fancy the crowds that are watching with me as well. Those fireworks are so breathtaking, i always feel like i am not real for what seemed like forever. They are so pretty, i wish i can keep them up somewhere. Willy was with me too, la-la-la *wink. We had steamboat on the last day of the fireworks and we ate lots of bacons, prawns, bbq chicken meat, french fries and more... Love ya companion sweetheart.

Now, i am going away.

goodnight and goodbye.

look at the stars, look at how they shine for you
you know, you know i love you so.

p.s.: My favourite photo yo!
p.ss.: I would really love to spend my life with you.

watch the world.

2006-08-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

watch the world.

For as long as i've known, weekends are so my thing. Sometimes, these weekends got a tad boring and became a cycle. There's definitely more to life than the one i am living now.

Is it me or the world is revolving at an alarming speed? I cant seemed to catch up anymore.

Say your hi now, im appearing in the scene once again. So long.

2006-06-04T17:05:00.000-07:00

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i dont care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
and it's brighter than sunshine

*Your heart gives mine reason to beat now :))

2006-05-28T21:03:00.000-07:00

No matter how far we are
or how my heart breaks
Regardless i might throw temperor give attitude
I Still Love You...

2006-05-25T13:01:00.000-07:00

You smell of jasmine
I just want your face to be next to mine
I want to kiss you till sunrise
Will my love for you sublime?

*I shall be the one you've always wanted.

2006-05-24T01:00:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes the last person
on earth you want to be with...
is the last person you cant be without."

2006-05-22T06:03:00.000-07:00

The world is only beautiful...

... when your love surrounds it

Happy 18 monthsary my love ;)

2006-05-15T13:50:00.000-07:00

We made plans to be unbreakable.

Love was all we knew of
No insurance for
The unthinkable
Blindly gets us through

2006-05-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

2006-05-10T16:58:00.000-07:00

You have no idea,
how much I miss you.

I wanna see your smiles again,
hear your laughter once more,
and feel your kiss for the last time.

The you that's so far away from me,
you have no idea,
how much I miss you.

2006-05-09T06:17:00.001-07:00

Those good old days.

My dear, how much i miss our smiles, you have no idea.

p.s/ uu still makes me wana go la-la.

goodbye now.

2006-05-04T00:57:00.000-07:00

I put my arms around his waist and rested my head on his shoulder. When i lifted my face to look at him we smiled at each other, the kind of smiles that you can only really get after loving each other for a long time, smiles that somehow contained both a question and its answer.

Happy?

2006-05-03T00:56:00.000-07:00

Higamus hogamus,
Woman is monogamous,
Hogamus higamus,
Man is polygamous.

2006-05-01T18:52:00.000-07:00

blessed

I have to say, even though the travelling journey to Willy's house is very very far and tedious. However when im in his arms nothing seems to matter anymore.

He had a school event on Saturday loacted at Bedok CC called 'the Sunday Market'. His class was selling painted cups with free candles for sale and he specially gave me his masterpiece, plus many many candles tt gives out strawberry scent. (my fav. =p) Suprising one was he bought a heart-shaped bottle filled with angsana seeds. Isn't he sweet. Very very thoughtful of him, considering everything for me. Thank you sweetheart.

Yesterday it was an uber enjoyable time and the plus point is, he's cute himself. (he always is) *wink. I just love my b0y. We were like newly weds in our new home. Supposingly meeting up today but i got up late, sharks. (cuz of my folks too) duh! Sorry baby. So it was off. And then today i've realised that i really really miss him alot alot alot. Hell yay.

2006-04-24T05:41:00.000-07:00

My love for you is everlasting,
It is like the age of time it will never die.
With out you my world will crumble,
Life without you will start trouble.
When we are together we are as one,
And no-one can take that from us.

When we are apart,
My body and soul hurts,
It feels like someone ripped my heart out.
When we are together life has meaning to me,
And all over again our love glows.

It is simple you see! our love,
It flows steady like a waterfall or a river.
together we make love,
Everlasting.

2006-04-23T01:18:00.000-07:00

Life at its very moment.

Saturday was helluva fun despite the scorching heat which prolly is like 38 degree. We decided to drop off the mrt at City Hall as we could shop non stop from Raffles City to Citylink den Suntec lastly Marina Square but we didn't get to MS. All air-conditioned right. Why? If i were to collect my perspiration in a one litre bottle, i am sure it will be overflowing. eww. Get it.

And not forgetting accompanied with Kwang Wen and Levin too. Later in the evening, we walked our own ways. Both boys dropped at Kallang to head down to a lan shop for games while Willy brought me to my or is it our suprise. Boy, am i excited. Guess what, it was *Chen Wei Lian's concert. I am in glee as this is my very first time to a concert and its with the love of my life. Im a 'mountain turtle', blame it on my parents. (will compain later)

Apparently, it looks empty but we're too early to comment. It's almost pack and the concert is really better than any concerts i saw on tv lo. No loud techno blasting, no squeezing and its kind of lame but who cares the shit, people loves their idols *wink

So, it ended round eleven but we miss the very last song, t0ng hua. You know we'll be like sardines in a can so to avoid overcrowding we left and also because of my parents. Always asking me what time i will be home, and i cant even had my dinner after tt. Geez, im 18 and to them its nothing but to me its something alrite. What the hell is it, im not rich even though living in a condo. Im not VERY polite even though people say tt strict parents have discipline children. Bullshit. They were never around in my presence, i got all passes for N Level but bloody hell i got 11 points so guess what, all they say was. "You never put in enough effort". Cut the crap. You peeps working, never around to look so shut up. Therefore i got to retain but thank god i got promoted up. `She (my mum) forbids me to go into relationship fearing tt it would affect my studies but i got all Bs for O Levels but sharks i got D7 for maths. Yes yes, "You never put in enough effort." Sucks alrite. Well, at least i prove tt relationships never affect and i tried my best. Hello, all Bs. Mayb not very good but im supposed to retain and i did score better than people who officially got promoted to Sec 5. Up till now, i didn't went to any pubs except with my Uncle but they still kick up a big f***ing fuss over it. Shit man i say. With friends cant, ok i just close and eye and say they're afraii get drug but with my Uncle oh for gods sake. Itsnever a yes. Even going to JBfor a day its also a NO. When will it be a yes. Guess not in this life. I swear tt once i hit 21 even though its still 3 years from now, i will make use of it since then.

Now sometimes watching tv programmes does help. Why does rich kids do thrilling things to excite themselves. Ok, im not rich but at least their folks and mine are working. Never around. But even around it also very strange, there's already a gap, big big wide gap. So communication is down.No no. They just don seem to notice tt im able to think, girls have disadvantages but am i going to learn if im being kept. Its like an animal, you let it out wild will it survive, obviously die rite. Too dependent already.

Enough of my rantings, i've been nagging enough. Why spoil the atmosphere when im supposed to blog down my special day on 22 April 2006. Our seventeen monthsary and my very first concert plus him.

My boy, all i can say is thank you so much for all your love and your consideration over me. I must thank g0d for sending you to me. Its time to go now. toddles my humble people.

With love,
Cherlle

p.s/will upload photos if available.

2006-04-22T00:48:00.000-07:00

I chose to believe this; this always happen for a reason. :)

Happy 17 Monthsary to us XD

*_thankyouf0reverything

2006-04-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

See, today was just nice to fall into your arms.

Shopping around MS was uber good. I set my eyes on numeral pressies for sweetestever. Worth it eh.

Okaye, im waiting to work so many days straight for my cash, just hope i can get the dates/days right. Im his ''s0tong''. Overall the whole deal is CASH.

Byebye people.

2006-03-22T01:10:00.000-08:00

One day we're gonna get so high.

Happy 16months my tiger fish.

2006-03-18T08:12:00.002-08:00

Last weekend was wonderous. Nothing special, yet this is one weekend i'll remembered for the rest of my life.

Saturday, was at town with sweetestever, yep two of us. He got us a new pair of rings, just fabulous. He bought me a lil tweety bird cake for my bday Loooove him =) Sunday (my bday), had dinner at East Coast and oh my g0d. Guess what sweetestever did. He knelt down and tell me that he love me and wore the ring for me.*so touched* that yes i rolled down a tear or two. He, my bf did that infront of poeple walking past, peeps bbq-ing and games. Yup, he did he did. Isn't he sweet, therefore he's my SWEETestever. Monday, it was hilarious. Both of us went shopping for our dinner, we're cooking okay. Well, even though majority was can food but it still taste great. He fried egg and me busy with the soup, rice and mutton curry. Best dinner ever. Geez, first time ever i enter the kitchen with the love of my live and enjoying it at the end. Tuesday, caught Shaggy Dog. *two p0pcorns, wink* Clubbing at night with baby ;p

Its simple but sweetestever made it so special. He's always such a sweetie. Sigh, love. ;)

Now now, I better get going. Meeting baby tml. Goodnight and goodbye.

2006-03-14T00:46:00.000-08:00

So, i kinda self-convinced myself that being 18 is not that bad afterall. I get to go into almost every clubs, i get to buy ciggy, 4D and Toto (even though i aint a smoker and a gambler) blah blah. And now i've decided to enjoy the rest of my youth. Oh my precious youth.

Willyboy- I just love ya lots and thanks for celebrating my birthday with me. It was the time of my life and the most memorable one.

2006-03-13T04:01:00.000-08:00

allrighty, my first eighteen day is over in like 16 hours. It was a special day for me. i do felt very loved and pampered. It doesnt take much to know that your friends care so much for you. They just need to remember your special day. Many many heartfelt thanks to Bronson, Willie, Wee shen, Alice, Zonia, Zoe Xiaohui, Naif and Cindy whom had texted me, plus my dear Willy baby. I felt so appreciated.

Ahwells, i am a big kid now yet there's no way can i free myself from my parents clutches until im 21. wink.

Love you people.

2006-03-12T12:42:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Cherlle

2006-03-11T12:39:00.000-08:00

In less than one day, i'll be 18, for good. But really, the thought of ageing is pretty frightening

2006-02-26T05:49:00.000-08:00

*promise you wont leave mii

"Always by your side
When you need me"

no matter wad happens
i will always b by ur side
no matter its a million or billion years
for i love you widd all my heart
i will lend u my shoulders
n promise widd all mi heart
tt u wont eva get hurt again
dun leave me
for i cant live without euu
I LOVE YOU

always. by. ur. side. forever. and. ever.

2006-02-22T01:13:00.000-08:00

Frightened,i approached the crowd.

THERE WAS A BOY.

A VERY ENCHANTED BOY.

THEY SAY HE WANDERED VERY FAR VERY FAR OVER LAND AND SEA.

A LITTLE SHY AND SAD OF EYE,

BUT VERY WISE WAS HE

AND THEN ONE DAY A MAGIC DAY

HE PASSED MY WAY AND WHILE HE SPOKE OF MANY THINGS,

FOOLS AND KINGS THIS HE SAID TO ME.

THE GREATEST THING YOU EVER LEARN IS TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN.

I came across this when i was reading moulin rouge. Isn't it sweet? I thought it is though.

2006-02-14T23:45:00.000-08:00

[ mood: loved ]

Today is an extremely/uber happy day for me. Firstly, i rushed to Kalm*s to get a pair of keyrings for my baby and i cause im supposed to meet him at 1.40pm but g0d decided to let down a rainfall but lovely baby didn't want me to get drenched and forbid me to stand beside him while he flag a cab. Imagin, drizzling... seeing the most wonderful man doing so much for you. He's drenched but you're not. How sweet. Headed down to his place and he got so secretive that he locked me outside his room. When he invited me in, i was told to lift his quilt up and the three words *I LOVE U* was on his bed arranged using stars that made from straws. Isn't it lovely.

Dinner was fabulous. We had both steamboat and bbq. My baby did everything and i mean everything for me, all i did was eat. I feel so like a pampered princess. Dear darling you're gonna spoilt me. Guess whats next, he ordered a chocolate heart shaped cake. Top of the cake goes like this, Two Aunts, Mother and Cherlle Darling Happy Valentine's Day. Oh... he's making me falling head over heels for me. Always happens.

I did have plentiful of fun and laughter. And and and, i simply adore my new pressie from my baby. Its the happiest day of my life ever since year 2006 began.

Muchmuchlove people, for the singles and the attached. Feb is the month to joyous. So be joyful!

Happy Valentine's people. I love yous all.

2006-02-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

your rock me in your arms baby

iloveyousomuch; * * * *

hearts. /

2006-01-23T22:19:00.000-08:00

[ mood: hyper ]

Took this of Yahoo! Astrology, Romantic Compatibility. Very interesting indeed.

Cancer (Willy) & Pisces (Cherlle)

A love match between a Cancer and a Pisces is a positive
meeting of spirits. Both signs are basically tolerant and
sympathetic, and Pisces is easily energized by Cancer's ideas. A
Pisces mate can open a Cancer's eyes to the world of creativity
and spirituality. In turn, Cancer's practicality can be a guide,
leading Pisces to the fruition of their dreamy, utopian ideas. This
celestial pairing benefits from an amazingly strong and
multifaceted emotional bond.

Cancer loves material goods, they admire and they appreciate.
Cancer desires comfort and a rich home, and at times might not
understand the simplistic, minimalist lifestyle of their Pisces
mate. Though they may work toward different goals of acquisition
and lifestyle, the shared emotional depth of Cancer and Pisces
can make theirs a very rewarding relationship.

The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, and Jupiter (Philosophy) and
Neptune (Illusion and Dreams) rules Pisces. When the Moon and
Neptune come together, a beautiful spiritual connection is made.
Both of these celestial bodies vibrate with warm, feminine energy.
Together, they create an idealistic, almost divine relationship, one
that puts much significance on dreams and illusions. Jupiter also
rules Pisces. This Planet of Good Fortune adds a masculine
energy to this planetary combination, representing philosophy,
expansion and excesses. The nature of this combination offers a
utopian relationship: It is drenched in emotional intrigue and is a
true celestial bond. Emotion, depth, warmth, expansion -- it all
sounds too good to be true, doesn't it. Though they both ask a lot
of their love relationships, Cancer must be careful not to cramp
the floating Fish, as Pisces will suffocate under too many
demands.

Cancer and Pisces are both Water Signs. Since Water is a
tangible, physical entity, Cancer and Pisces are generally very
compatible. Pisces are in this world to create human connections,
and when they come together with Cancerian intuition and
nurturing, there is no stronger bond. So that this union does not
wash out in a stream of romantic idealism, Cancer's stable view of
life holds them afloat. And it's not a case of Cancer putting up with
dreamy Pisces mate: Cancer really understands emotional
ambiguity and can help Pisces stabilize their ephemeral nature.
Though Cancer could grow weary of their Pisces mate's faraway
nature, and though Pisces could be bothered by Cancer's self-
centeredness, it's easy for this pair to find a compromise.

Cancer is a Cardinal Sign, and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Though
intuitive, in love, as in life, Cancer likes to get things moving with a
good idea and a solid plan, and they'll write it all down to keep
track. Pisces, on the other hand, is more about going on instinct;
they'd lose that plan as soon as Cancer handed it to them! Cancer
needs to give Pisces the freedom to enjoy their external interests
and to occasionally follow a whim undeterred. Pisces can show
Cancer that completion is sometimes better than initiation, and
that compromise without struggle can pay off. Cancer and Pisces
feed off of each other's energy well, and should be completely
compatible in romance.

What's the best thing about the Cancer-Pisces love match?
Their similar emotional natures. Both have a great capacity for emotion
and compassion, and both can act as teacher AND student. They
complement and harmonize with one another very well. The overall
empathy and commitment that these two Signs value in a
relationship is what will keep the ties strong and long lasting
between the Crab and the Fish.

*you make me feel so beautiful

Allrighty, gotta run now. Shopping and an interview! Wish me luck. ;)

2006-01-22T05:56:00.000-08:00

14 Months Together

w0nt y0u take me by the hand; take me s0mewhere new.

a world that belongs only both of us.

2006-01-21T06:46:00.000-08:00

[mood: flirty ]

i love you

I love you ask much as the stars in the sky
And as much as the bubbles in a sea of
champagne
As much as the ripples of sand in a desert
storm
And the petals in a rose tornado
More than the souls that have been and the
soul that will be
More than the ideas ever thought and all the
thoughts ever spoke

*Bless my baby whose sick right now.
Will be there beside you tmr, always...
Take care and sweet dreams darling
XD

ps. this billboard caught my attention.

2006-01-17T16:06:00.000-08:00

I have no idea, but still i believe in prayers/miracles.
Its the only happier stuff on this shallow shallow world.

Lets make the best out of everything. Every single thing.

2006-01-17T05:36:00.000-08:00

[ mood: loved ]

Every step i take,
Every move i make,
Every single day,
Everytime i pray,
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day when we first met,
What a life to take,
what a bond to take
i'll be loving you.

2006-01-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

Love each other or die.

[ mood: thoughtful ]

'You only live when you die.'
This sentence make me think so much.

Suddenly, nothing much matters anymore.

2006-01-06T04:43:00.000-08:00

[ mood: sunkissed ]

2006-01-05T05:48:00.000-08:00

[ mood: sore ]

Bad news: im extremely upset.
Good news: Willy is my smile, happiness and future.

Allright, toodles people.

2006-01-04T05:19:00.000-08:00

Once again, i wana thank Willy for such an enjoyable day today.

Goodnighty. lovelovee.

2006-01-03T04:59:00.000-08:00

you make me safe in a crazy world.

ps. thanks for your box of chocolates, my dear silly pumpkin.

2006-01-02T12:20:00.000-08:00

No longer as anticapted as i were when i am young and ignorant.
No longer getting excited because 01-01-07 is a new start.
Because deep down inside, a small voice is always there reminding me about the world.
2005 proved to be yet another short with many ups and downs year. & i am
pretty clear 2006 will be pretty much the same thing. If only i make some
effort to have a better year, but really, do you think it really matters?
(Small voice: Of course it does!)

THIS IS NOT A GOOD START.

A new year doesnt mean its new, because i still have my old srs uniform in my closet, I DONT HAVE A NEW HAIR CUT, i still got my results ( just that not as excited as before), I dont have a new handbag, i didnt buy any new shoes, my mascara is still the same old tube, I cant wait for good ol' spring. Maybe my mood will be slightly cheery. *force a smile

Now now, long before Xmas i had my resolutions made up & memorised with my heart. Strangely enough, i woke up everyday having different resolutions. ( Most of the time editing them.) Tell me, how many people actually stick to them? Resolutions are like diets, you have to very determined to achieve them. I dont think i am up for it though. E.g. Saving up my first million, be health conscious, striving to be a perfectionist & to be a better me bla bla bla.

Also remembering every of my sweetums that play such important roles in my life. Many many many heartfelt thanks lovelies. You never know where i'll be without you, every single one of you. Muchmuch love for having you in my life & too allowing myself to find the real me.

Goodbye grumpy winter.& welcome good ol' springtime.

2006-01-01T02:53:00.000-08:00

[ mood: energetic ]

hello ther beautiful ones,
had a smashing new year's celebration...

I had a wonderful day yesterday with Willy.

East Coast,
hand in hand and side by side,
fireworks shooting up into the air,
willy and i,
lips locked *blushing*
`welcome year 2006

Aint everything perfect.
XD
Just love my lil baby to bits.

2005-12-31T12:59:00.000-08:00

See right through me.

One year had passed by so fast.
& i am still scare of the future.
This is not goodbye,
its the time to fly.
(i guess.)

2005-12-26T01:22:00.000-08:00

[ mood: high ]

Just wanna be next to you.

*Hugs & kisses.

2005-12-25T10:40:00.000-08:00

Today is the happiest day of my life. ( I shall not let any unhappiness to affect my mood)
I love suprises.
I love Willy.
& i should sit down and count my blessings.
One by one &amp;amp; all of them.
;)

Love ya companion alot sweetheart.
Thank you...

muchioslove.

*_Season's Greeting & Merry Christmas to all!

Dont think i have the strength to type anymore longer. Stay tune.

2005-12-23T16:13:00.000-08:00

[ mood : ecstatic ]

Its Christmas eve tomorrow folks.
Lets all together go fa la la la la.
Enjoy yourselves and let party till dawn.
Season's Greetings & Merry Christmas!

2005-12-22T01:17:00.000-08:00

Happy 1 year and one month baby.

2005-12-21T22:08:00.000-08:00

I can hear those jingle bells.

I feel so christmasy. Can hardly wait for Christmas. I dont think anyone can. When i think of Christmas i think of; Santa, Ruldof, little pixies, turkey, candycanes, mistletoe, pressies, logcakes, snow and many many decos. FAAAABULOUS.

Dear Santa, please send me an airticket & fly me to Paris. I'd promise to be a good girl next year, the year after next, and then the year after and after.

* baby, all i want for christmas is you.

Muchioslove.
Toodles

2005-11-22T13:29:00.000-08:00

Happy 12 months. :)

I wake up today feeling happier than usual. And that the world's actually a better place to be.

2005-11-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

*_1 week and 4 days until our Anniversary.
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2005-10-31T05:24:00.000-08:00

Without you would be like a tree without water.
Without you would be like Valentine's Day without Valentine.
Without you would be like Paris without England roses.
Without you would be like desire without pleasure.
Without you would be like heaven without a stairway to it.
Without you would be like a saxophone without tune.
Without you would be like a sunset but never a sunrise again.
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2005-10-22T07:53:00.000-07:00

happy 11 months anniversary to me and my ai ni ai ni~ ai ni ai ni~

2005-09-22T00:42:00.000-07:00

i <3 willy!
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*_happy ten m0nths anniversary
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2005-09-12T02:16:00.000-07:00

Busy mugging.
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I am so stress up.
studystudystudy
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I want to go kill myself.
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Goodbye my beautifuls.
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i better get back to my combine science, argh. (misery!)
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` ` ten more days to our ten m0nth anniversary
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pureLOVE#girlboyy

2005-09-09T22:04:00.000-07:00

Baby you are mine forever.
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I loved you-
even now I may confess
Some embers of my love their fire retain
But do not let it cause you more distress-
I do not want it to sadden you again.
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Hopeless and tongue-tied, yet, I loved you dearly
With pangs the jealous and the timid know
So tenderly I loved you, so sincerely,
I pray God grant another love you so.
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2005-09-09T21:29:00.000-07:00

i l0ve y0uu tilL de eNd 0f time
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I felt very appreciated by Willy. Really appreciated. Thank God for him. He's a real blessing in my life. So that makes me a BLESSED woman. Im charmed by him. He had got me mesmerised and captivated. love you loads my baby.
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to my dearest willy
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Darling you know i love you. And i wanna hug you. Kiss you because i miss you. You hold my hands and keep me safe and secure. I love the way your lips taste. I'm ya lady and ya my man. I do everything i can just to keep you in my arms all night. boy, your love is just so right. I think of you baby. Is this really true love for me. You keep me coming back right back for ya warmth embrace. Boy i need you by my side. Holding hands under the stars at night. you holding my waist so tight, ya the only one i adore. As ya girlfriend i hope ya wife too, i'll be by your side for the rest of your life. Boy, i really need you by my side. Your love is just so right.
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You're all a girl could wish for =)
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Thank you sweetheart.

2005-09-08T22:11:00.000-07:00

Are you game.
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greetings lovelys.
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http://www.lorvepinkkdreamxx.blogspot.com
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i dont believe this. And i cannot believe this. Valerie, owner of the above link had just promoted my sister through her blog and she is none other than classmates of the same class.
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I am like half dead already. My eyes are so small that its prolly slit. And im yawning non stop. That sucks. I feel so so lethargic. But Val your last post made me so so wanna meet YOU.
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Valerie, thank you for promoting my sister. But, at the same time i'll counterstrike you every sentence u typed out. Now its my turn to promote YOU.
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"she dunchh now hw tuhh lie oso dunchh niid tuhh implicate us dee mahxx"
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Bingo. Like you said, she dont know how to lie, so obviously North Vista's teachers taught you very well on lying am i right Val, or should i thank my parents for teaching her well. HONESTY. Didn't you learn that in your CME lessons. And who cares whether you girls are angry anot, besides mayb you girls are "huai ren" thats why you are jealous of her being a "hao ren"
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"she tumollohX oso dunchh niid tuhh go"
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So what if she doesn't need to go. Is it any of your concern.
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1) Mummy
2) Babysitter
3) Sister
4) Granny
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If you are one of them, i swear i zip up my mouth but too bad u aren't any. So buzz off. BUT if u want to choose, go ahead. Nobody stopping you.
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"tell xiao zhao derr whole truth nehhx. "
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Telling truth really that bad is it Val. Maybe i should personally visit your school and ask your form teacher, should i anot.
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"denn rowell deyy all call herr betrayerr."
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Please kindly tell me what words can i describe "deyy all" oh, did i left YOU out.
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1) Selfish
2) Princess attitude
3) Big fat liars
4) Puny
5) Unscrupulous
6) Unconscionable
7) Bossy
8) Cocky
9) Domineering
10) Proud
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Tell me that there are more than just this ten words describing these small little girls with their words and actions. True enough there is a variety.
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Lets not get carried away.
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"denn saw herr denn we quicklyy run out obb school . hahas . "
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Heartless is the word i can describe you and your friends, Val.
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Kind feedbacks to you girls =)
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Valerie : i DONT like your last post bout my sister
Rowell : looking forward to meet you
Wan Ling : i am so DISAPPOINTED in you
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i will just name you " triass girls " then. save me the trouble of typing one after another of your names.
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Now, i'll make it clear that i am not bullying small little girls but blogger is open to anybody to read and since Val has done it, why cant i blog out my views.
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One last worry. maybe you are fuming mad and may do something foolish. So i'll type it out openly now that if anything happens to my sister.
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I'LL FIND YOU DIRECTLY
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Natural what, you had conflicts with my sister of course i'll find you.
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You dont like her, now its my turn to say
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idontlikeyouidontlikeyouidontlikeyouidontlikeyouidontlikeyouidontlikeyou
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LITTLE LITTLE GIRLS.
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Thats about it.
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tatas

2005-09-05T19:57:00.000-07:00

because YOO exist ; i LIVED`
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I feel like snuggling close to you and watch telly throughout the whole night. Aww, aint that sweet huh.
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"Imagine me and you..."
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okay fine, im sprouting nonsense. But its true all right. haha. Just getting a lil high in here due to lack of sleep. Been so busy with prelims and worried over Willy. He's gonna enjoy himself after ss paper. Its b0ib0i's birthday.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY B0IB0I =)
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im kind of wandering back to wonderland but i remembered my
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ACHIEVEMENTSACHIEVEMENTSACHIEVEMENTS
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I have yet to splurge on anythings yet even though i've been to town only last friday as im with Michelle getting Taizi's birthday present and i set my eyes on a bag. Impressive ah. But right now, i need to go mug first. Started only a tiny winy bit.
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And also, i wana thank Willy's folks who bought a box of Dunkin Donuts for me from Malaysia. How nice of them. Love them lots :X hurhur. See ya peeps round.
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2005-09-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

Sit down and cry with me.
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To my dearest/loving/sweetiest King.
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IM SORRY.
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i shouldn't have asked you that. please don doubt my love. please believe that i really love you wholeheartedly.
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From your Queen

2005-09-02T06:22:00.000-07:00

Shoot me dead.
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I was in town with Michelle. I felt a lil emo-ish. Okay, very emo-ish. Argh. Emoemoemo.
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Sometimes it just happens that i feel emo-ish suddenly. And i really hate the thought of it.
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Missing dear old Willy. Wanna fall into his embrace... I need you to be by my side, darling =)
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I LOVE YOU XD

2005-08-27T17:17:00.000-07:00

Picture-st0ry

*_ where's my prince? (she wants to be loved)

*_ah beng then.

*_LOVE drugs for him

*_flowers that melt her heart easily

*_they got engage

*_ m.a.r.r.i.e.d

*_youngest prince

*_second eldest prince

*_King was happy

*_Queen had her wish come true XD

Hope you enjoyed it ;p Anyway, anyway he's on his way with Darren to my place to study, yes study... and then they'll go swimming, hanging out at the gym training their six packs -_- Got to go get ready, cant let the King wait :X
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Enjoy your sunday peeps.
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LoveLove.

2005-08-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

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kiss me, darling...
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This is a story bout me and him. We knew each other in wild wild wet. And our very first talk on the phone was hilarious, believe me. We met on [22.11.04] a monday. One look at him, he was so ah beng den. Somehow whenever he walked past me or talked to me, my heart began to thump furiously. Even his smile will send shivers down my spine. Tat's a crush to me. No one knew that, not even my best girlfriend who was present at that moment with me, siew kee. i was just a shy and ugly girl, while he looked popular and cool, having numerous girlfriends before. He took the first step to talk to me. I was happy but did not show it. hurhur... stupid me then. But i didn't realise cupid was somewhere above us. On that very same day, we became an item. His sms-es was heartwarming to me as i explained bout a bad fall before him, but despite that, he still showered all his love on me. It was on 24.11.04 tat we first hold hands. I was elated. Not forgetting our very first kiss. The feeling inside me can only describe in one word- ENCHANTED. i felt tat i was in the air, the feeling lingers inside me for so long for so long. Till now, the feeling when he kissed softly on my cheeks, or even my forehead, i can still feel it. I was once again alive, i was in love... Some of his friends tot we couldn't last long. They said it was puppy love. I thought so too, but he changed everything. He showed me what was sacrificing for someone you love. Our journey of love aint that simple as you seemed. We went through alot, tiny conflicts but we talked things through and we are as happy as ever. It was tough going thru... but we made it. We're still as loving as before XD This year, i finally got to experience celebrating valentine's day with my bf. In the past, i used to envy girls receiving flowers from their bf. So romantic. Now, its like a dream come true. god has chosen him to be my special one and two big families celebrating together. Eating and joking. I will never forget that day :) Walking down life hand in hand with him beside me, i am already so used to him. He had became one part of me. We are still young now. still Dreaming of our future. still imagining of what our future will be like. And i hope, throughout my life, he will always be my one and only one. Love is him, and i love him.

*_ married

i shall sign of here with a little blessing from the bottom of my heart. keep on rocking. nites

CHOCOLATE DREAMS TO ALL (thought it's fattening. so be it. yea. hurhur.) Ciao.

2005-08-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

tell me, am i insane?
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"who da hell is the big bad wolf, the big bad wolf, the big bad wolf.
who da hell is the big bad wolf, the big bad wolf is YOU.
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Hurhur. The big bad wolf is none other than SIEW KEE.
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Why do i say so, its because i had my P.E t-shirt over my head sheltering me from the scorching sun and i was named, little white riding hood. Just like that -_-" no worries. She's da big bad wolf, im little white riding hood. How nice, mayb i should write a novel bout bad wolfie and sweet lil riding hood. (mind my blabberings)
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Had Siew Kee as my companion to Heartland Mall's Popular to get a black ring file for dearie and a file for myself too. Grab a bite; chocolate waffle and a mini egg tart. Thanks to Siew Kee =) we were giggling all the way. Girls, gossiping and laughing *wink. Had lots of fun. We had minds alike but frankly speaking she loses out to my bf. Dearie and i not only had minds alike but hearts beating as one. uh-huh... love him, love him lots.
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Actually, we were 45 minutes late for Maths class :X but still, we finished our assignments on time and... home sweet home (^_^)
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I had a great talk with Dearie when he called me. I misses him alot, i know you'll be reading this, i miss you so much. mug hard for you N's aights.
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and the world is so dengdeng.
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Peaceout.